I know I have been going on about this, but its really hit me. I didn’t think it would hit me this hard, but it has. I need help. I need someone to just sit down and listen to me and cry with me. I need somebody. I went to Sand Soccer Practice and saw all the Orange stripes from where the accident was. Oh Ashton…. Why did it have to be you. I have cried myself to sleep for the past 3 days. I just feel like crying until I cant cry anymore. When I was at practice(trying to get my mind off things) Everybody was talking about the accident and I just felt like punching someone in the face. Well I just wanted to let you know that for anyone out there who has lost anyone, you know what I mean when I say there are no words to describe how I feel. I love ya Ashton and You will be Forever Missed :’)